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Grey · Havens
It's a Beautiful World Beyond Deception
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Title: Twins Date: October 18, 2009 We are the literary twins,
The Siamese at heart.
Corns on our fingers,
From holding quills for too long.
Look, my forefinger’s deformed.
I have the same defect.
When my quill was blunt
You sat by my side
And helped me sharpen it.
When the river of words became an ocean
Too deep for you
I told you to learn to swim.
They say poets are crazy:
They say too much
And die too young.
If we are to die,
Let it be from words. for E.
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Chopin | |
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Talked to V. Made him understand. Made myself understand. "I want to make sure I'm not some useless baggage to you. Ask me again if you don't change your mind. Ask me tomorrow." Yeah, like I'm proposing or something. Tomorrow came; I asked. "Ask me again tomorrow." Three days, man. You're not a fucking baggage and you know that, so if you fucking love me which I know you do you'll come with me and stop screwing around because I'm not fucking gonna repeat it again. It's a fucking limited-time offer! "Okay." Okay? "Yeah. I'll come." Fucking wanker. "Look who's talking." And I find the baggage thing funny because it reminds me of Kakashi Gaiden. XPP
Now I feel that I can fucking jump off a cliff and survive the fall. I'm fucking in love.
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 crazy |
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myself singing Kitty Litter | |
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What is it with all the carcrashes, explosions and murders all over the world every day? It's a boring way to end the world. I say: let it rain! Water preferably, not fire and brimstone. And I'll build an Ark! Translation: Alex has read the news. In the light of fanfiction discussions with Erin, I've been thinking that it'd be nice if someone wrote something I'd like to read. *stares expressively at one particular person because he knows no one else will write anything for him* Unfortunately, my demans are next to impossible to satisfy. Me wants: PB:
- A Gretchen-centric fic. Preferably, Michael/Gretchen. IC and all. You catch my drift.
- Michael/Mahone. Naruto:
- Pain/Konan. Could be the Akatsuki times, could be before, while there were still Yahiko and Nagato. Idk.
- Orochimaru-centric something. Pairing, no pairing, gen, slash, het, whatever. IC and all. Could be crack. Could be serious. Equilibrium:
- Jurgen-centric or Jurgen/Preston. The former - anytime, the latter only seems IC post-Prozium, though. Dune:
- Paul/Chani. Any timeframe works.
- Paul and Duncan gen. Could be pre-Arrakis, could be when Duncan was Hayt. You see my dilemma? Finding fics like that is impossible. If you need me, I'll be right there, moping. P.S. LMAO, I'm listening to the same song as last time, it seems!
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 bored |
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Ozzy Osbourne. I just want you | |
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I had a dream that I woke up in the city full of madmen. There were soap bubbles everywhere, and a tall shabby bloke I had met in Paris spoke to me about poetry. He said that real poetry is the one that is not written yet, that exists only as a fleeting thought somewhere in the emptiness of your skull. We were drinking coffee in a small coffee-shop from green curved glasses made of ceramics, and the world was warped and shiny and the sky was pink and blue. In short, I want to travel the realm of my dreams more. The real world is here, and the dreams are way too fickle.
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 chipper |
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Muse. Showbiz | |
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When I said in the previous post just a few minutes ago that I'd go watch something, I totally didn't mean this. But this vid always makes me laugh my head off. Erin, you remember it, right?)))) Let's go insane! |
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So, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shaitanah and I have been discussing fandoms and such and she whined me into doing this pairing meme. I'm not a huge fan of memes, but I do love compiling various lists of likes/dislikes. I'm not really active in any fandom, I only read fanfiction sometimes (mostly the one written by people I know), watch vids (mostly by recs as well), stuff like that. And my preferences are subject to change very quickly. So far the list would look like this: [1] List your top 10 character ships.
[2] Put all of them IN ORDER of your love for them. (10 to 1, 1 being my main fixation)
[3] Say which movie/show/thing it was that they're in.
[4] Supply photos for said people.
[*]Extra, share recs to your favorite fanfics about these pairings. ( Pairings meme )
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 artistic |
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Scissor Sisters. Mary | |
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Been browsing YouTube and here's what I found! Winnie the Pooh! The old Russian cartoon! SUBBED! Brain explosion, sorry))) I almost admire people who actually spend time on subbing things like that. It's kind of cute. And zomg!!! Winnie the Pooh + Rammstein = Brain Explosion # 2. (As you can see, I srsly have nothing to do)
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relaxed |
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Fountains of Wayne. Hey Julie | |
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Been discussing 'the relationship thing' with Greg (his words, not mine). Finally figured the difference between us (not that it hasn't been obvious from the start... well, to me anyway): unlike him, I don't kiss and tell. I kiss and show))) Ladies and gentlemen (or anything in between), I AM OFFICIALLY FREE! My 'doing time for being young' is OVER! Today we're going to celebrate (which will probably last till tomorrow and maybe Monday too) and I'm leaving 'over the hills and far away' on July 2. For 2 months.  Aren't we all happy to get rid of me?
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crazy |
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Nightwish. Over the hills... | |
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...I need a fucking dishwashing machine. Honestly, I live in a bloody cave! My beautifil future Queen of Terror of the Dull Planet (aka darkelanor) and I finally told each other the truth about who we are. Here it is:
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cheerful |
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Rufus Wainwright. Hallelujah | |
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shaitanah and I have been talking about this a lot. I'm not a fanfiction writer, not even a fanfiction reader, for that matter. She made me do it))) Umm, well... Title: Chasm Author: dune_master Rating: looks like G to me Disclaimer: Death Note (c) Ooba Tsugumi & Obata Takeshi Summary: Gods don't have nightmares. Kira does not.
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 awake |
Current Music: |
Scorpions | |
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I'm the conqueror of the ineviatble,
Ground into the nothing
And spat back at you.
It was a shitty New Year, but I don't mind. I didn't get to execute my plan properly but at least I got away from one city for a week and came to the other one. Now I'm back... 'home'? The definition of home is not quite right when I think of my place. Maybe I should get lost in the mountains of Far East and live in sunlight close to the everlasting sky...
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 cranky |
Current Music: |
The Calling. Wherever You Will Go | |
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Another piece of poetic crap has arrived. This time it's a little too figurative... and a little too pornographic. ;) * * *
Hate me. Hate me like never before! Pour the nectar of your thighs Into me. I will disclose your lies. I’ll dislocate myself, Bathed in your juice, I’ll wash myself clean of all my sins. Oh, have you ever loved The beast inside you as much As I have loved My own desires. To the extreme, And I can’t breathe. I’ll swallow And spit you out, Afraid to get infected, For I already love you more Than words could ever say… N 15, 2007 |
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Better with or without?
I could ask you the same,
But without any doubt
We shall lose in this game.
And no more tears.
Please don't mourn me, my friend.
A curse from your lips
Is sweeter than words of love.
The tongue that spits poison,
The teeth that bite and gnaw,
You're all in that venom.
You who bears the stamp of damnation.
You who tears through the clouds
To obscure my sun.
What have you done?
You will always be
the One.
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quixotic |
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some jazz | |
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Okay, fuckers, no more games! - that's pretty much what our JP teacher told us today. Well, okay, language, but still he was rough in his usual manner. Isn't it supposed to be said like 3 or 4 years earlier? Also, our local Princess (a.k.a. Valeria Ivanovna, a.k.a. Crazy Bitch) has quit. Hoorah! I realize that this post is absolutely non-informative but I seriously can't concentrate on anything right now. Just felt like admitting that my uni, too, is insane.
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crazy |
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Alice Cooper. No More Mr Nice Guy | |
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Mesa got bored, and that's what mesa do about it. Sorry, dammit, can't cut the Jar-Jar crap! =)
Which Akatsuki Guy is for you? (Non-obvious answers)
Anyway, now we know that my future bf is a cute terrorist with piercing and ginger hair. Sugoi, ne?
Btw, Erin, speaking of icons. How about this guy's icon? Manga or smth coloured, I don't care.
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giggly |
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Mika. Grace Kelly | |
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It's been years since I'm off extasy, but right now I feel so fucking high! The world is painfully bright and beautiful! All this yellow dandelions and green grass. A gust of wind in my face... The smell of cherry blossoms... I took V's hand in mine in front of half of the uni and leaned in to kiss him. He tried to shake my grip off but failed. Oh, and I dragged him to meet his gf and he kissed her good-bye! Mine! Mine! Mine! (Sorry, I'm just so happy. You know the feeling when it seems you're gonna fly!) `It's in the water, baby,
It's in your frequence.
It's in the water, baby,
It's between you and me.`
Oh yeah, and Placebo concert coming soon, too! The morning was nice too: I woke up and decided to have breakfast. And there on the kitchen table was Kenny. Being in a good mood, I came up and asked, winking at him: "What's up, schoolboy?" And... well, table sex. Even Kenny can't spoil my fun. I think I know where his mum might be. Gonna call her tomorrow and discuss Kenny's future. If she doesn't take him, oh hell, let him stay!
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 hyper |
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Placebo. Post Blue | |
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I'm just bored and have absolutely nothing else to do. So I wrote this little creepy poem. Somebody buy me a squirrel!
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bored |
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What a wonderful world! | |
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Talked to Dad, apologized for being an ass (no sooner that I made him apologize first). Okay, Amelia's coming but there's nothing I can do about it. To be honest, I'm not sure if I can come myself. All this Kenny situation... If he bugs me, I'll show the world the true meaning of the phrase: 'OMG, they killed Kenny!'
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 pensive |
Current Music: |
Mundy. To You I Bestow | |
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Been to the cinema, see 'Open Season', squirrels, man! A cartoon is not a decent cartoon without any squirrels being the most stupid and hilarious characters there!  Yes, I've seen it at Imax, it was fucking so... 3-D. Shit, I couldn't find a normal pic, no squirrels and the inscription is in Russian. Yikes! Anyway, it's 'Open Season', trust me.
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Hellsing OST | |
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