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Grey · Havens
It's a Beautiful World Beyond Deception
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I'm bored like hell. And when I'm bored, oh well, I do shit like this. ^_~ And you know how much I love lists! Pick 10 fictional characters you would have sex with. ( Liiiiiiist! )
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Some strange trance in the other room | |
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Just remembered Chloe today - and here she called. I was at Milly's, so technically she called Milly. We had a pretty dumb conversation. Me: Yeeeees?
Chloe: ...Edward? (A/N: Milly's husband)
Me: Guess again!
Chloe: You had me for a second, son of mine.
Me: I live for such seconds, mother dearest. [blah-blah-blah; then I decided to ask her about D.A.D.] Me: By the way, have you spoken to my father lately?
Chloe: ...No. Why do you ask? What did you do?
Me: What did I do? What did he do!? He promised to take me for a trip and then he disappeared.
Chloe: Like I always said, don't trust men.
Me: And I would be- what exactly?
Chloe: You're my son. Children are sexless.
Me: And also ageless, hairless and immortal. Someone hasn't grown out of dolls yet. [Milly came and tried to steal the phone from me. Needless to say, she succeeded but not before Chloe told me that "all men from this family are liars, cheats and bastard so [she] wouldn't be surprised if D.A.D. never called me back] I love my relatives. XPP
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Sinnead O'Connor. Nothing compares to you | |
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You know me and my love for dumb questions. *shrugs* First: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question. Second: Tag eight sexy people. ( w0t? )
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 crazy |
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Queen. Don't stop me now | |
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Talked to V. Made him understand. Made myself understand. "I want to make sure I'm not some useless baggage to you. Ask me again if you don't change your mind. Ask me tomorrow." Yeah, like I'm proposing or something. Tomorrow came; I asked. "Ask me again tomorrow." Three days, man. You're not a fucking baggage and you know that, so if you fucking love me which I know you do you'll come with me and stop screwing around because I'm not fucking gonna repeat it again. It's a fucking limited-time offer! "Okay." Okay? "Yeah. I'll come." Fucking wanker. "Look who's talking." And I find the baggage thing funny because it reminds me of Kakashi Gaiden. XPP
Now I feel that I can fucking jump off a cliff and survive the fall. I'm fucking in love.
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crazy |
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myself singing Kitty Litter | |
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I've been having trouble sleeping again. Well, first of all, I located V and it turned out he wasn't going to run out on me, he was just living back home while I was gone 'cause his parents finally decided to sort their shit out away from home to avoid traumatizing their daughter, so V was there looking out for his sister. We had a long talk about everything, 'cause we actually had out own personal shit to sort out - and I suddenly had this Big Shocking Personal Revelation: I don't mind it if he goes with me. This summer in France was amazing. I can't say I missed him or anything, but now that I saw him again I thought: why not? There comes a time of change for everything in life and maybe it's time I changed my selfishly oriented habits. There are a lot of things in my life that I used to consider impossible. Falling in love (hi, Stan!), being in a relationship, not cheating (at least not cheating every day; okay I'm still guilty, but monogamy sucks!!! Shoot me.), living with someone (voluntarily; Kenny doesn't count). Yet so far I've survived all of that. XPP It depends heavily on the financial situation of course (and on V's personal opinion on the matter) but I'm not that opposed to having him by my side anymore. I must be getting old and sentimental. XPP In spite of this decision that should have relieved me, I couldn't sleep for more nights either. So far thriving on coffee and dumb things. Like watching Shippuuden and discussing it with Erin. My Pain/Konan fanboying scared her, I think. XPP I can't help it. They did a good job on Pain, I think, but his eyes look a bit odd. I think they were supposed to be a different colour in the manga. Konan hair looks more lilac than blue, but they fucked up with Karin's hair too, so I'm not surprised. But the voices fit very well. And I like Madara's voice. When he is Tobi his voice annoys me, but he does a good job as Madara. I was going to meet Vadim today, but because of some unexpected problems he is unavailable. So I think I'll just stay home and do nothing. Maybe try and get more sleep. Or watch some stupid anime or movies. The summer was so active that I should still be sleeping.
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good |
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I Monster. Lust for a vampyr | |
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Lookie-lookie, he posts again! More nonsense to follow! I'm not big on personality tests (I are unique and cannot be classified), but I was bored today, so I found this test via ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) helike and got landed with the following characteristics (in a nutshell): ENTP
12 Extraversion, 9 Introversion, 10 Sensing, 16 Intuition, 23 Thinking, 1 Feeling, 3 Judging and 19 Perceiving Quick, ingenious, stimulating, alert, and outspoken. Resourceful in solving new and challenging problems. Adept at generating conceptual possibilities and then analyzing them strategically. Good at reading other people. Bored by routine, will seldom do the same thing the same way, apt to turn to one new interest after another. I think it fits me. But the funnier thing happened when I was directed to the Naruto test of the same type. Ta-da!
 Come here, sweeties, I shall cut you up and see what's insiiiiide!
I was told my ever-beautiful and brilliant sister shaitanah had placed as Kabuto. Sister! Don't you think it's destiny!? Just don't absorb me when I die, please. *needs an Orochimaru icon*
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giggly |
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Ozzy Osbourne. I just want you | |
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Sylar! Who needs a detective when you can have a serial killer on your side. And as the latest episode of Heroes shows, he does a pretty good job when he needs to investigate something, and his deduction is good. I am so predictable... Turns out the lying pregnancy test didn't lie, by the way. Jules is pregnant. High time I say 'oh fuck!' and get my mafia gun at the ready.
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 contemplative |
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Venus In Furs. Baby's on fire | |
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What, no Sylar this week? I'm frustrated! XDDD Instead we get Kishimoto-sensei on a killing spree. But Heroes were creeping up my chart steadily this season because of so much Sylar, and I was expecting... Oh well, I have nothing against Noah Bennet anyway. But Parkman should tone down. Seriously. Very-very seriously. As for Kishimoto, for once I'm glad I'm not in any fandom whatsoever. I hear there is a lot of bashing and shipping wank going on on account of the silly little girl's feat. What can I say? Everybody deserves their 15 minutes of fame. And now I'm gonna watch the stupid film about another crazy girl a.k.a. The Ring 2. I think now that she's out of Naruto's world, Hinata should apply for a job in the local well. Making videotapes of doom and haunting people like no tomorrow.
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contemplative |
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Rob Dougan. There's only me | |
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One of these days, I'll have to be completely back here. Why? Just because. XPP No particular reason. I haven't actually been busy. Not too busy. Just too lazy. Also, there was some kind of a flood of phonecalls and messages from people I haven't seen or heard from for ages. First, Legolas and Kathryn dragged their happy-family idyll to meet me. I didn't get the purpose of this visit, but we had a bit of good time. Then, Christine. That was less nice, especially since Kathryn and her are at daggers drawn with each other, and Legolas and I have been caught in a crossfire when they met. They reminded me of cats spitting at each other over a piece of food)))) Finally, Andy. We have been talking, of course, but he was away in Helsinki and I was too lazy to grab a train and visit him. Not that he dropped by, we had a conversation about how much life sucks and how much more it used to suck. As far as I understood, he's planning some music project back in Finland. He even found some blokes to form a band with. He brought up Carcrash in conversation, and we both started laughing, and I said: "We should have named it Train-wreck. Or Plane-crash. Would have been even more precise." We used to be so lazy and so self-absorbed and so ridiculously, immaturely romantic. I know I wanted a taste of Nirvana-like fame for myself. Blaze bright and burn out quickly, go out with a bang and be remembered for eternity. I'm not so sure what it was that the others wanted. Fame, money, fans? "Do you miss it?" Andy asked. Fuck no! We were horrible! We had horrible poetry (I guess I should have been drinking more often))); we had horrible sound (like a... Nirvana/Placebo love-child rip-off); horrible image (don't even start me on that!); horrible assistance (Christine, I'm looking at you here!); and horrible shit in our heads. I guess we all were exteremely happy to see it go down the drain because mediocrity should be exterminated and dilettantism should be severely punished. To my knowledge, Cass still plays drums unprofessionally and Arnie still plays keyboard. I still play guitar and so does Andy, and there's nothing criminal about it. As long as we keep that away from the world, of course. XDDDD By the way, it's not an assault of self-criticism; I don't have it. It's a fit of brutal honesty. And finally: I've read all your entries that I missed. Sorry if I didn't comment on all of them, but I did read them.
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amused |
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Nirvana. Lake of fire | |
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I can hear music. The sound of silence. As you can guess, I threw away my eternal enemy... PHONE! XDDDD Not exactly through away. More like brutally ripped the plug out of the socket. Turned off the cell phone. I would have barricaded the door but then the guests would have crept in through the sewer or any other way 'cos I don't make friend with normal people, but with strange gollum-like creepy-crawlies. I'm sure they would have found a way. I'm not drunk yet. But I am drinking.We started off this morning watching the latest Prison Break and Heroes. My impressions are: ~ PB: T-Bag, whyyyyy???? WHYYYY????? Never trust a Bible salesman! Bibles are evil!! Also, Self disappoints me on and on. What's with the crazy shooting? Finally: Michael! Is it the time to mourn yet? Mahone! WTF? If Lang is a traitor, who else can we trust? Well, fuck. ~ Heroes: SYLAR! I can't help it, I love the guy even when he's being stupid. His Mummy and Daddy issues are annoying, but today he was awesome. It's just that I'm not sure Arthur is actually dead. Too easy. But damn, Sylar! "It does kind of tingle." Hehehe. Peter was annoying as always. Hiro was... heartbreaking. The scene with him and his kaa-san was sad. But the catalyst thing is... kind of ridiculous. I thought it was something in the blood, not some heavenly light thing! They should show it to Nathan seeing as he's so faithful now. Well, that's what we did in the morning. Then we went out, bought some shit, and now we're celebrating. I don't know what exactly 'cos the boys are way too drunk to talk to and Cass has ocupied the bathroom with her new bloke (like we don't have enough rooms!).
shaitanah, love, thank you once again for the remarkable present! And thanks to everyone who... well, you know. Yeah.
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contemplative |
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The lion sleeps tonight [performed by drunk!Arnie] | |
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I'm officially very stressed. Cass's style of choosing friends will never cease to amuse me. She found herself a pretty freaky feminist/lesbian/alien-monster-in-disgui se girl-friend-from-hell and naturally brought her (it?) to Arnie's today. The plan was for the former band to have a quiet time together, talk about rubbish (like Greg needs therapy or Andy's new gf is dumb; you know, meaningless shit that people talk about with friends and forget the minute they have to face the almight RL monster alone again). But hey, things are never simple with Cassidy! I have no idea what pit of hell she got that 'lady' from but we had to listen to her man-hating theory for 3 hours straight. She sort of works on a research of feministic subtexts in Jane Austen's books, and for a while it was pretty interesting, but... really, there were 3 guys + Cassidy (who may act all emancipated but still needs a bloke to make her feel grounded) - and by the time she was done we all felt like we should go and jump off some skyscraper for mistreating the entire female half of Earth's population. Usually I admire such people who can make even me feel brainwashed. Her monologue wasn't the usual "Men are pigs; we don't need'em!" It was a pretty well-balanced and poignant accusation of all males of all the sins of humanity. It was fun when she cornered Arnie on account of his orientation. To her, homosexuals are even worse than straight men - probably because not only do they not respect women (who said that!?) but they also do not need them. Arnie squeaked out something like, "I'm not gay, I'm bi," and she went completely ballistic))) In the meantime we were laughing our heads off. Cass grinned at me and Andy and said smth like, "See? I have cool friends!" Andy glared at her like he was trying to burn her to ashes with that look, and when the scary feminist attacked me and him, we practically screamed we were straight)))) I think it was the first time in my life when I lied about my orientation. XDDD But really, I can be forgiven: I didn't want to hear another 2-hours-long speech about how 'gay' and 'mysoginist' are the same thing. At night I was bored and decided to catch up on the fan stuff I follow. ~ Naruto: Holy shit! No words here really. On one hand, I love Pein and it's cool that he's so unbeatable and all. On the other hand, I love Kakashi too, and if he dies, it'd be a bummer. So... what's the way out? And "hiatus" sounds troublesome. Who knows how long it may last? ~ Heroes: Sylar, make up your mind already! He's like a kid whose parents try to buy his love and he can't choose whom he loves best. First Mummy was good, but oh noes, she'd tried to kill him in his childhood, so now Daddy's good. And also, Sylar/Peter... I want more of that. ~ Prison Break: One big wtf! Bellick, whyyyyy? Okay, I do know why, and it was noble and awesome and heartbreaking and blah-blah-blah, especially compared to Roland's death last episode... Probably the best way to go, but still... And also, Gretchen and the General. Now that really is WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!????????????????????? That's about all I had time for. Go me and my sleepless nights! =)))
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 dead |
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Frank Sinatra. Moon river | |
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I. Am. Officially. Free! The little bugger moved in with his parents on week-end (he took Muad'Dib with him and I kind of miss the fluffy sweetness already) and I am happy. I'm like... HAPPY in block letters! The only problem is that I've lost my kitchen slave, but I'm planning to induce V to move in - and he can actually cook. Better than I do. On the other hand, I found out that I can cook better then Mars does. He actually ate something that I made. And didn't die. And asked for more. Holy Mother of..! Miracles happen! There is God! He created us totally unequal and I have been blessed in our un-equality with the uncanny talent of cooking better than Mars. Or rather, it is Mars's talent to cook worse than I do. This calls for celebration! I shall be gone now. To find something to eat. XDDD Oh, one more thing. I met this really cool old guy. I don't normally find old guys cool but he's really awesome. He's some kind of Dad's friend or teacher or smth and right now he's in France (I think). We spoke on MSN so far (really old guys can use it too)))) and he said he'd teach me Burmese because he knows it. And he's a specialist. And he's so much fun to talk to! I'm totally his fan already which is surprising. A little too fast. I don't know; it's just... major luck for me.
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crazy |
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The Cure. Other voices | |
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Have you ever done something stupid not because you wanted to go with the flow (as in everybody does it, why not me?) and not because it was necessary, but simply because you wanted to. Not even exactly wanted to; more like, felt that it could be good for you. I'm not talking about anything stupid stupid like jumping off a bridge to find out if the water is as cold as it looks (been there actually... once), or hopping off the spinning carousel (done that, too), or putting out a cigarrette by pressing it against your own skin (uhm, and that), or even having a one-night-stand with a complete stranger you completely mistrust in his apartment (don't even ask how many times I've been there!). I'm talking about something mildly stupid like killing your brain over a book you would never have read if not for a sudden impulse that simply wouldn't leave you alone. To put it simply, I decided to read Stephenie Meyer's Twilight. ( How I killed my brain )
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complacent |
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God or Julie. Nothing further from the truth | |
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...if it does, I definitely won't get it under the cut out of the pure goodness of my heart. NB: neither of us has seen Heroes 3 premiere. I don't think either of us even wants to for now. Me: Are... Sylar and Claire related? O_o
shaitanah: I heard Sylar was Angela Petrelli's son.
Me: Whoa! That sucks! She sucks. I'd have shot myself if I'd been her son.
shaitanah: Yeah, me too.
Me: What, if you'd been her son?)))
shaitanah: Erm... maybe daughter counts too.
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deep space 9 |
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 lol! |
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Hotel Persona. The Fantastic | |
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...I need a fucking dishwashing machine. Honestly, I live in a bloody cave! My beautifil future Queen of Terror of the Dull Planet (aka darkelanor) and I finally told each other the truth about who we are. Here it is:
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cheerful |
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Rufus Wainwright. Hallelujah | |
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I believe my icon is the epitome of egoism))) I'm the kind of person who's overly confident about himself and wouldn't want to change anything at all. Nevermind my ramblings. I'm just in a horribly wonderful mood. Pink colour is dominating my universe. How I hate thee, bloody St Valentine! Honestly, deliver me some necromancer to bring this guy back from the dead so I could kick his ass. My familiar Parises Hiltons have gone completely and utterly insane. Pink hearts, pink roses, pink cell phones... Do they make their boyfriends put on pink underwear, too? We had loads of fun today at uni. Just couldn't stop laughing. Yandex started sneaking up on everybody (boys, girls, whatever) and gasping in their ears theatrically: "Beeeee my Vallllentine!" At lunch break he climbed onto the table and started declaiming Romeo's monologue. You know, the one that is: ...and Juliet is the sun.
Arise fair Sun and kill the envious Moon,
Who is already sick and pale with grief,
That thou her maid art far more fair than she...That was hilarious. The guy could be a pretty cool actor. Couldn't stop laughing all day. Still can't. Esp. after a bottle of wine. And now V's going all "be my valentine" and it looks so dreadfully stupid! I'd pay to see that every day)))
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Bob Dylan. Pledging my time | |
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I had a weird night... I can't remember the last time I dreamt so much and so clearly. Voices, scents, touches, everything was so vibrant, as if a thousand times magnified. I dreamt about some weird horny monsters and jumping down from a high cliff with Blue Oyster Cult performing in the background... These were not so much nightmares but I woke up gasping and... well, I don't want anything like that to repeat anytime soon. I'm a freak. I like walking about a household department in supermarkets and sniff chemical stuff like Fairy or various shampoos. Especially the ones that smell with pine or berries)) I'm weird, huh? I really should write poetry more often.
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 groggy |
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RHCP. Make You Feel Better | |
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Mesa got bored, and that's what mesa do about it. Sorry, dammit, can't cut the Jar-Jar crap! =)
Which Akatsuki Guy is for you? (Non-obvious answers)
Anyway, now we know that my future bf is a cute terrorist with piercing and ginger hair. Sugoi, ne?
Btw, Erin, speaking of icons. How about this guy's icon? Manga or smth coloured, I don't care.
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giggly |
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Mika. Grace Kelly | |
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Yes, I love making lists. I love making lists about myself where I... err... list some facts about myself. This way I keep things in my head in order. Today's list is Current Favourite. |
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Well... that meeting didn't go exactly as I planned. They managed to start a fight and now Kenny is even more opposed to going home than he used to be. His fault. I'm just not interested anymore. Let him stay for eternity, I'll just ignore him. Gonna watch 'The Last Samurai' today. Tom Cruise and my beloved Japan combines in 1 movie: what more do I need for a quiet Saturday evening? Oh, yeah, I did go dancing, I got really drunk and I don't even remembre clearly who I spent the night with. Must have been that new cute friend of Arnie's. Shit, I should take vitamines or smth, memory's gone crazy! ;)) В общем, живите, сколько хотите, Иннокентий Викторович! I'm in a poetry writing mood but I don't know what to write. That's irritating. И вообще... я требую продолжения банкета... завтра!
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chipper |
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My Chemical Romance. Welcome To The Black Parade | |
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mischievous